Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Hope

Hello! Well, it's late and I'm blogging once again, but tonight I'm feeling more subdued than silly. I've had a lot on my mind tonight--very weighty thoughts about the world, and the errors that wrong thinking can lead one to. Usually when I get into these kind of moods I can't sleep until I've gotten them off my chest somehow, and since it's far too late to talk directly to a friend I'll have to settle for a rant. 

Life can be so hard, and sometimes I think it'd be all too easy for me to become paralyzed by fear. I'm thinking watching the TV show Jericho with Josh wasn't the best idea right before bed this evening. It's a show about a post apocalyptic world and begins with the bombing of multiple U.S cities. Jericho is a small town in Kansas that becomes shut off from the rest of the country and the show depicts their struggle for survival after the fallout from the bombs.  More then that though, the show dives into several different themes. Themes like mans true nature, the survival of the fittest, kill or be killed, you can't trust anyone, neighbors turning on neighbors, and without a government we can make our own rules. That's just to name a few. The show is well made and sucks the viewer right into the drama. It is also very stressful to watch and, in a word, depressing. Everything that can go wrong will go wrong. It truly is a show that points not only to the total depravity of man, but also to the most desperate need every human has: hope. 

I think this is true not just in shows like this though. Everyone everywhere has something or someone they place their hope in. In fact all cults, all religions, all ideas are centered on a hope of some kind. It doesn't matter if it's as big as politics or as small as wanting to eat ice-cream, everyone single human being understands hope. And everyone needs hope. It's those who think they've lost all hope that tend to end their lives themselves. Homestly without hope the ugliness of this world can seem pretty overwhelming. It's on this fundamental level I believe all humans can relate to one another, and I think it's pivotal. 

Where then should our hope lie? 

I've thought about this all night, and of course my answer is going to sound cliche. After all I'm a Christian, so of course I'm going to say our hope belongs in Jesus Christ. But I don't want that to be a cliche. I don't want those who don't know Christ to be immediately turned off by my answer. I say it not because I've been taught to say it, but because it's truth. And because I know how desperately the world needs hope: true hope, a LIVING hope.

In a world like Jericho where the hope of Christ is not presented in any way, I see people grasping at straws. I see people loosing compassion for fellow men and women around them, I see people denying reality, I see people reacting with fear, becoming subject to their own selfish impulses, and putting their needs above all others. I see mans depravity with all the shackles off, all restraints gone. And what I see terrifies me because it's a world very much like our own.

Wait a minute, I say to myself, why are you afraid? 

Because the potential evil of man is scary, I respond. 

But Jericho is a fictional story, and you're forgetting something, I argue back....

Then it hits me. No matter how similar Jericho is to the real world there is one major difference: Christ! We have Christ, sent to us by a loving Father, sealed to those believe in him by the Holy Spirit. It is He who makes all the difference. He may not ever come up in the fictional story of Jericho, but not so here and I praise God that we are never so hopeless as Jericho's portrayal of the world. God has not left us alone, but has intervened for us, despite us, so we can have hope. 

Hope in what? Hope that this world isn't all there is for starters. Hope that by the grace and work of Chrsit we can begin to say no to our sinful nature and NOT EVER forget about things like love and compassion-- even if, God forbid, there is a nuclear fallout. Hope that we too can become like Christ and see God face-to-face. Hope that we, like this world and all it's falleness, are not left to our own devices and ultimate destruction, but can come before the throne of grace and find forgiveness there. Hope that our inheritance is heaven--an eternity with God--where sin, tears, suffering, ect. will be no more. And finally, as though the afore mentioned hopes weren't enough, hope that God will give us the strength to finish the race here on earth well, so that we can stand before him and hear him say, "well done, good and faithful servant." 

It's this hope that I want to represent to the world. I've been called to be His salt, His light, and His hope bearer. So you see I can't curl up in a ball and hide away in fear. How can I proclaim boldy my hope one minute and then run and hide the next? The world so badly needs hope, and here I am, one of many, who knows where the only true hope can be found. It's not just one hope among many, it is THE ONLY hope. This is why I can't let myself be paralyzed by fear. God does not want me to hide His hope from the world. I've been called to be faithful, no matter the circumstance. And in the end may God's glorious hope shine from me, so that those seeking hope will find a LIVING hope in Jesus Christ! 

Monday, January 20, 2014

Random Thoughts and Sleep-ball! :-)

Well I've failed again. Not that I really have to tell you that! :-/ Obvious! 

I just finished watching the premiere to the third series of Sherlock--the new BBC version. It was fantastic! I won't say anything else because I don't want to be a spoiler, BUT I will say if you haven't seen it you should. The first two seasons are on Netflicks Instant play. . . Go catch up so we can discuss! :-) . . . I can only assume that if you are still reading it's because you've already seen Sherlock. Why else would you still be here? :-) I may be an epic failure when it comes to blogging regularly, but I'm rarely wrong when it comes to good TV shows. 

You'll be glad to know I haven't completely failed in everything I said I would do. I did finish editing my novel, and even have a few queries sent out! 1 out of 5 isn't bad, right? 

Oh, I made up a new game today! It's definitely brilliant, and perfect if you're tired (quite literally) of football! (Which I am! Don't get me wrong, I enjoy-ish football as well as any girl like me could, but the playoffs are sooooooo stressful!) Anywho, the game is called "Sleep-ball" and the rules are super simple and easy! Anyone can play! 

Game Set-Up and Game-Play:
1) You wait for the football game to start--any football game will work, but the only one left is the Super Bowl. (Disclaimer: If you enjoy watching the Super Bowl commercials you may want to hold off trying to play Sleep-ball until next season.) 
2) You must challenge yourself to a nap. NOT just any nap, it must last as long as possible through the football game, BUT YOU MUST WAKE UP BEFORE THE FOOTBALL GAME ACTUALLY ENDS! 
3) Once said challenge and terms are defined you curl up with a blankie, pillow, and your pet of choice, and fall asleep. (Note: You must actually be asleep or you're disqualified!) 

Scoring:
Wake up Before half-time = you lose! 
Wake up After half-time but before 4th Quarter= 50 points
Wake up sometime within 4th Quarter = 100 points
Wake up for 2 min warning of 4th Quarter = 150 points and you win! :-) 
Wake up After game ends = you lose! 

I tried Sleep-ball out this afternoon and I won 100 points just for napping during the football game! :-) What a lovely way to wake up, right? Of course now it's nearly 1:00 am, and I'm wired and writing a blog-post. . . So I guess I should list some possible side-effects from playing Sleep-ball. 

Ahem. . . Side-effects could include the following: Sleeplessness, overt silliness, disorientation, sudden aversion to bright lights, the occasional giggle fest (yes, this applies to men too), stomach aches (which is really more a side-effect from the afore mentioned giggle fests), a sudden desire to eat ice-cream and chocolate (preferably together), strange but brief feelings of paranoia (because naturally you've been up too late and are now on a sugar high), rapid heart rate (obviously from the paranoia), and death. (The last in unconfirmed, but I have to mention it just in case!) :-) 

There you have it, "Sleep-Ball" in all it's glory! Way the risks and ask your doctor if "Sleep-ball" is right for you! 

My picture for today: (I know I'm way way way behind, but shhhhhh I'm trying to pretend I'm not!) 


Have a wonderful pleasant night! Thanks for reading and sleep sweetly! 
:-) Leah 


 


Saturday, January 4, 2014

January 4th Picture!

Today I'm thankful for the love of my life! :-) So privileged to walk this journey of life with him. 

Friday, January 3, 2014

It's The Little Things...

Three days into the new year and already I've fallen behind in my New Years resolutions! Sad but predictable really. I made the usual ones of course: get into shape, change my diet, write more, etc. But alas, so far I've written nothing (obviously), I had some chocolate after lunch today, and so far I haven't exercised with the exception of walking my dog Arti. 

I am resolved to do better. Not just on my obvious resolutions. I want to play the piano and tin whistle more. I want to post a picture a day of something I'm thankful for (I read another blog with this idea and I think it's wonderful! I figure I'm only three days behind, but I can post three today and be all caught up!) And most of all I want to blog and write more. I'm blessed to have published one children's book so far, but I have so many more stories rolling around in my head begging to be written down. Two years ago I made a news years resolution to write three pages a day and by April of that year I completed the first draft of my debut novel. Currently I am on the final draft and then off it goes to the publishers! There is no reason why I can't be that resolved again. So here you go, my top three news years resolutions:

1) Post a picture a day
2) Update my blog at least twice a week
3) Write one new children's story a week (I'm working on a children's series!) and finish the final draft of my novel! 

Picture(s) of the day:

My dog Arti :-) 

I love coffee, humor, and NOT waking up too early! 

Tremendously thankful for my little family! 

:-) Leah